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What about tomorrow?

What about tomorrow?
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Together. Family time.

Hello there…
Someone I used to call strangers..
Someone I used to know as nobody but somehow now a part of me.
My family, my life….you are always in my mind.
In my sweetest dream, there’s always you..smiling at me.

But now all I hear is raindrops. Falling down on your cheeks.
I don’t even know what makes you so sad.
And I can’t stand seeing you crying like this.
Would you mind to share the sadness to me.
Are you tired? Are you getting bored? Are you giving up?
Here.. I’m here. Lending my shoulder. Always in open arms for you.
I’m afraid someone I used to know is gone.

What about us? Remember the promises we’ve made.
We said we always be there for our Supermen.
We said we always be strong to protect them.
What about dreams? Are they still alive?
Dreams to be their wings.
Dreams to be their angels.
Dreams to be the last fandom standing.
What about tomorrow? The day we see sapphire blue is covering the world.
The day to proof that we are everlasting.
The day we could see them as one.
When the holes are officialy filled up.
And what about me? I can’t be alone. I need you here beside me.
Nothing could stop us if we’re together.

But now all I hear is raindrops. Falling down on your cheeks.
I don’t even know what makes you cry.
And i can’t stand seeing you so down like this.
Would you mind to share the pain to me.
Are you tired? Are you getting bored? Are you giving up?
Here.. I’m here. Hold my hand, tightly. Let’s holding hands like we always do.
Oh my dear please dont go.

What about us? Remember the promises we’ve made.
We said we always be there for our Supermen.
We said we always be strong to protect them
What about dreams? Are they still alive?
Dreams to be their wings.
Dreams to be their angels.
Dreams to be the last fandom standing.
What about tomorrow? The day we see sapphire blue on the entire world.
The day to proof that we are everlasting.
The day we could see them as one.
When the holes are officialy filled up.
And what about me? After all this time. I can’t get through if it’s without you.
Nothing could change the bond between you and me.

This is a song without music. Cuz I know you can feel it through your heart.
And for once in my lifetime. I want to hug you.
Thank you for willing to be a part of me.
My ELF.

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I'm here, waiting.

A confession.
Rainy night, Sept 23rd 2012.
@autumnELFish

It’s okay to be yourself for once. (그것은 자신이 될 괜찮아요.)

It’s okay to be yourself for once.

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Sometimes life doesn’t give you chance to breath.
Somehow time being so fast, leaving you alone behind.
And some people just ignoring the pain in your heart.
They judge recklessly about the little mistake you did and just forgot about what you have achieved so far.
They broke you down, till you even unable to cry.

There’s always time you don’t know who you really are.
You are lost. And nobody is there for you.
You are stuck in this harsh world, pretending to be someone.
Someone everybody like.
Someone everybody expected to be.
Someone perfect.

But then you realize that he is not you, at all.
You start to find your own self. Wishing it’s not too late.
Your heart begging for the truth. Your soul thirst for honesty.
Even if you have to digging so deep to find you. Have to bleeding and hurted, it’s okay.
Rather than to live in burden.
Believe me, when you found the true you, it’s the best thing in life.
Noone will never break you down if you proud to be yourself.
World will see fully you.

So, starting from now. Let your chin up.
Be proud. Not arrogant.
Keep smile. Encourage yourself to be the bestest.
Stand up on your own feet.
Let them know who you really are.

And if someday you lost yourself again.
Get mirror and say “It’s okay to be myself.”

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Something you should know about me: a self introduction.

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Howdy!

My name is Nelza Aprilinanita. I’m a Muslim and I’m proud of it. I’m just an ordinary Indonesian girl who has extraordinary dreams to pursuit. I try to live in simplicity. My friend said simplicity is amazing cuz it is close to peacefulness. Rice fields and mountain are my everyday seeing. See how the nature works is somehow makes you learn how to have a big heart ^^ and never forget to be grateful to God.

Well, the idea of making this charity based acc was coming into my mind on late April 2012, after SS4 Indonesia. I’m a newbie in this fangirling world but I feel so blessed being one of the sapphire blue ocean. The most beautiful color in this world. As you know that I’m an ELF and Super Junior gives me so many inspirations. They are not just taking part as idol, but also as friends, oppas, fathers, and even to be my reasons to smile every day. We are not worship them but they are inspires us everyday♥

And my ELFamily, they are not just an ordinary fandom. They are more like a family for me. Consist of many strangers around the globe but feels like they are part of me. If I say they are a part of me, it means they ARE a part of me.

We could pray for each other, say hi and find out if each other are fine, sending good nite or morning message each day, share thoughts and feelings together. Somehow we are getting close connected by SJ. You will believe it or not I’ve ever got an OPERA cd Donghae version sent to my house direct from Tokyo from an ELF! And yes it’s free. We knowing each other just by twitter but she did a lot. This is what I’m talking about 😀

From that moment I was thought that I’ve receive a lot of kindness, and then I have to give more to others. Mentally, physically, or materially. Just give my best. ELF for the World born with that reason. Without any intention to win fame, to get profit nor to ‘owning’ SJ.

I would like to give my best appreciations to fanbases below:

  • @ELFquotes
  • @ELFquotesINA
  • @ELF_thoughts
  • @WorldWideELFs
  • @SuperLegacy
  • @Twelfs
  • @sup3rjunior
  • And the rest of amazing fanbases I couldn’t mention all here.

Thanks for supply ELF’s daily dose of Super Junior, making us update and give us chance to feel that we are always close to SJ even just by reading your twitter timeline, kkk~ 

Oh and I admit that I’m stalking you all the time XD

Thanks for sharing quotes and thoughts, I think you can read ELF’s mind. Creepy! LOL

Thanks for willing to be happy and sad together. Thanks for everything.

Because of you guys I have the courage to make a first step. *bowing*

Well, if you want to talk to me in private just see my personal contact here. Give me your constructive criticism or maybe you want brain-storming about ELF for the World, I’ll take it with pleasure. But no bashing, please.

From strangers, they became my ELF friends. From ELF friends, they became my sisters. From sisters, they became a part of me. Gomawo ELF. ♥” -@ELFquotes-

Hugs, kisses and love,

Nelza Aprilinanita

-autumnELFish-